I'm pasting this from a website, because many people don't know it:(
<<Tori has said in multiple interviews that she was raped. It isn't only something she wrote as a lyric for a song--she has said in the first person that she was raped. So, we can't dismiss this as being something written by her for a song.
And just so we are all on the same page with what Tori said about the details of the incident in question, I am going to quote from the only interview she ever gave with specifics about it, which was an interview she did with Joe Jackson of the Irish music magazine Hot Press, with the publication date of February 23, 1994. The full interview is on Jason Watts' Fairy Tales site, and elsewhere on the 'net. (Also check The Dent and Toriphoria.) http://stuff.to/tori/tales/index.html
The Hurt Inside
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"I'll never talk about it at this level again but let me ask you. Why have I survived that kind of night, when other women didn't", she says.
"How am I alive to tell you this tale when he was ready to slice me up? In the song I say it was 'Me and a Gun' but it wasn't a gun. It was a knife he had. And the idea was to take me to his friends and cut me up, and he kept telling me that, for hours. And if he hadn't needed more drugs I would have been just one more news report, where you see the parents grieving for their daughter".
"And I was singing hymns, as I say in the song, because he told me to. I sang to stay alive. Yet I survived that torture, which left me urinating all over myself and left me paralysed for years. That's what that night was all about, mutilation, more than violation through sex".
"I really do feel as though I was psychologically mutilated that night and that now I'm trying to put the pieces back together again. Through love, not hatred. And through my music. My strength has been to open again, to life, and my victory is the fact that, despite it all, I kept alive my vulnerability".
July 14 2005, 19:27:17 UTC 6 years ago
:P
July 15 2005, 08:55:25 UTC 6 years ago
July 15 2005, 05:35:57 UTC 6 years ago
No argument, just what I've heard from some close accounts, and the fact she doesn't treat it like anyone I've ever known who's been raped.
July 15 2005, 08:56:54 UTC 6 years ago
July 15 2005, 15:22:05 UTC 6 years ago
But I do find it funny Tori Amos keeps bringnig it up, esp. when album sales are flagging.